Amanda Miller - "Fish Thoughts"


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Amanda Miller is studying at The Ohio State University to get her BFA in Art and Technology by 2020. Miller’s work is made to question both social and cultural normalities. She is also known to explore the idea of play in contemporary society within her pieces. Miller is a contemporary artist working primarily in video, photography and animation.

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Fish Thoughts

Photography Ebook, 2020, 13 pages, 8.5” x 11”.

Full Ebook can be viewed here

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“I could just eat her up”,

“I want to devour her”

“Eat me”

“He handled my breast as if he were making a meatball”

“I felt like a dead fish”


Animals in name and body are made absent as animals for meat to exist. If animals are alive they cannot be meat. Meat replaces the live animal. Without animals, there would be no meat-eating, yet they are absent from the act of eating meat because they have been transformed into food.

Animals are made absent through language that renames dead bodies before consumers participate in eating them. For instance, “this animal is not meat but cuisine”, this is called gastronomic language.

Images of women are decontextualized in the same way. We consume visual images of women all the time and whether we are aware of it or not, women are being treated like pieces of meat. Through consumption, there is a fulfillment of oppression, the annihilation of will and separation of identity between woman and “woman.” By butchering women into disembodied impersonal and faceless body parts through images like legs, butts, and breasts for the satisfaction of a male viewer, women become reduced to butchered meat prepared for a consumer. This allows for the violent transformations of living women into lifeless objects for visual consumption. The camera lens may take the place of the knife which defiles the bodies of women but viewers are continuing to let the violence happen. Through butchering, animals become invisible, eliminated- they become absent referents. Similarly, mothers, wives, daughters, are made absent for sexually aggressive advertisements and our consumption of media. In images of slaughter, there are often erotic overtones that suggest women as an absent referent. Reflections of this idea are seen through the handling of cattle and the violence of the act that recalls bondage equipment and porn.

The meat portrayed in "Fish Thoughts" is fish – the outline or shape of a fish is oblong, phallic. To deconstruct its inherently "male" shape, it is made non-male through actions necessary for eating: slicing, cutting and violent dismemberment. If you are a piece of meat you are subject to a knife to implement violence upon. Women are held down by the male body similarly to as a fork holds down a piece of meat so that the knife may cut into it or in this case, knives. It’s crucial to recognize how misogyny and rape culture find expression in a setting in which actual women aren’t presented, yet attitudes toward women are the engine for the images. Can I take the power into my own hands by being both subject and photo taker? I am both harming and being harmed. (knife and subject).